The+pure+circle+of+life

Being confused in my thoughts and without being able to figure out what to write I wasn’t able all this time to sustain something. So many words, so many concepts and the more I read the more I get confused. The more words I learn the more concepts, the previous ones become unfamiliar even unclear. What is life? What is death? What is natural? What is artificial? And even though I want to go back to the readings and starting remembering my mind fights back and I can’t. I will try to make a circle. But when we make a circle don’t we come again where we where before. Is anything changed? The amazing pure: According to Derrida nothing is pure. Hoping and acting in a concept that is contaminated how contaminated is our life circle? How contaminated is the world we are living in? From our thoughts to our bodies what contaminates what and how impure is what we conceder pure? How the concepts have been changed in order to support our life circle? Words, words, words. Why they matter so much? Why their definition mutters so much? There are no pure definitions, there are no pure words. When nothing is pure how a word that describes something that is not pure can be pure? When everything is contaminated the deference between words and definitions are not clear and that’s why words do not mean what they suppose to. Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. Based on words, impure, contaminated Genes, genes, genes. Our genes have been lately in high value. Is our genome sequence pure? Important yes pure no. The scientists are looking for the flows, so our genome is not perfect is not pure. And all this idea about the mapping of the DNA is again based on impurity. People give their blood as a gift to the science, so the DNA can be mapped. This gift is not pure and this science is not pure either. Science, science, science. Contaminated from the neoliberal ideal. Companies governments, universities and patents. Turned the knowledge and the human beings into things buyable and saleable. There is no pure value given in the human life. Life, life, life. Life has being transferred from the body to the dish. Living cells in the bodies, living cells in the dishes. Who can now explain what is alive anymore? Who can say the difference? And if someone can, does it matter anymore? Artificial, artificial, artificial. Manmade sequences of numbers- artificial intelligence. Only that? What about manmade sequences of genes-artificial organisms. Natural, natural, natural. How much natural is the natural? What we mean by natural? If man is a result of a natural process is what human makes natural as well? Organs, organs, organs. Human organs that are transferred, from body to body what is their value? Has an organ more value than a human being? Death, death, death. What is death? Do we die when our hart stops function or when our mind stops function. Do we die at all? Since is complicated to define life, how we can define death? You get born and then you die, we call that the circle of life, but when a circle like that starts with the birth and finishes with the death when the circle closes doesn’t it close where it started? Is life in the same point with death? Do we die when we die, or we just go back to the point we where born? Is life pure? Or is it contaminated by death? “The living and the dead float together…the body is something shared with the dead…the body is less fixed, more like a membranous peel constituted in any depth it might have only by the hydraulic fluctuations and rearrangements of the dead across and through its surface” (Ochoa, 484).
 * The pure circle of life**